Tomorrow, my Kindle book will be on sale for $0.99. An Attitude of Love: The Ways of A Godly Wife. It talks about my struggles to be a good wife after having lived a life of abuse, rejection and fake love. Please check it out on Amazon,com
As you pray today, please pray for those who are contemplating suicide because they are “tired of living” due to poverty, love rejection, family rejection, medical issues, terminal medical issues, peer pressure, demonic voices telling them to kill themselves, depression, hate, and mental disturbances.
Please pray and ask GOD to intervene for the ones who are seeking to KNOW HIM.
Please pray for the homeless, the mentally challenged.
Please pray for the ones who are contemplating murder, rape, robbery, that GOD would intervene.
Please pray for the backslider…those who have been hurt by “the church”.
Please pray for the child molester that GOD will intervene
Please pray for those imprisoned, that they will seek GOD and be saved.
This I ask in the name of JESUS’ AMEN.
I am so weepy this morning because of this debilitating disease known as LUPUS. I hate the fact that my mind is telling me that I am ready to do x, y, and z, but my body is saying, “Ain’t no way we’re doing that, that OR that, today”. I am so angry with myself because I just CAN’T push past this today. I’m in pain from my arms to my legs. My chest is feeling heavy and I feel like I have jetlag. What is LUPUS? Please read the following information from the Lupus Foundation of America. http://www.lupus.org/webmodules/webarticlesnet/templates/new_learnunderstanding.aspx?articleid=2232&zoneid=523
If you pray, please pray for me as I am having a particularly bad day but I do know it will, it will get better.
Abuse is not something GOD made ME for I am a woman, NOT a mat on the floor. GOD made ME to help you meet YOUR needs Not to punch me in the face and knock me to my knees. I am STRONG yet I am WEAK And being abused makes my life bleak. I was made by GOD To walk by YOUR side Not as a punching bag for you to blacken MY eye. GOD didn’t give me to you to belittle me and knock me down GOD gave me to you so I could be your crown. But since YOU DON’T APPRECIATE THE GIFTI AM to you I’m packing my bags and I’m leaving you, boo. Too bad for you, but I’VE LEARNED MY WORTH I WAS your blessing but you treated me like a curse. So in these bags, I pack all of my clothes As I am patching up my bloodied nose. But in THESE bags I leave behind Anger, Hate and a bitter mind. I also leave revenge and unforgiveness Fear and depression and feelings of unworthiness. Abuse is not something GOD made me for HE has something BETTER for me as I walk out this door. Please don’t get another woman to talk down to and hate Give your life to CHRIST before it’s too late. HE can heal all of YOUR PAIN you hide JESUS knows what’s going on deep down inside. Your dad abused your mom right in front of you So you grew up thinking that’s the right thing to do. But you’ve been to church and you’ve read GOD’S WORD So you really DO know that beating a woman is absurd. Your daddy beat you when you were a kid He beat your for anything and everything you did. He never, ever lad a kind word to give you In fact, several times he even tried to kill you. He called you names like sissy and punk He never knew how your little heart sunk. When he beat you he said, “shut up and be a man, Because one day this is how you’re gonna beat your woMan”. So you came to our marriage filled with anger and hate You had a great woman whom you couldn’t appreciate. So you’re dragging around baggage filled with resentment, anger and hate Destroying EVERY relationship you attempt to make. But GOD can heal you if you want to be healed Just confess your hurt and your pain and your heart, just yield. GOD can do what no one else can HE will heal your heart and make you a new man. GOD will even restore your wife, to you Because while HE is healing her, HE’s healing you too. No more abuse No more shame You both are healed in JESUS’ NAME. Go get your wife, go get her now Make to each other a brand new vow. Say to each other “I love you and you love me. We’ll walk with Christ in this new matrimony. No more baggage, no more trash. We both are healed and free at last”.
Out Of A Pure Heart Ministries is a Ministry under Refuge of GOD Ministries (Bishop Gerald W. Scott). Out of A Pure Heart Ministries was birthed during a very difficult time in our lives. My husband and I were living in motels because we had been evicted out of our home due to my husband falling down the steps and breaking his hip. While in the motel, one day we went to the Library and the Holy Spirit spoke to my spirit and said "Out Of A Pure Heart". Out of A Pure Heart Ministries also has a ministry within it called Women Broken/Women Whole. Out Of A Pure Heart Ministries ministers to people who are homeless by providing seasonal clothing and shoes; food, and money. Women Broken/Women Whole's focus is on women who have been physically and or/ emotionally abused. As a woman who has dealt with emotional and physical abuse as a result of being in foster care and unhealthy, unholy relationships, I know all too well about the pain these women suffer. We minister love, forgiveness and the Word of GOD to these women who also, in many cases, are substance abusers and suffer from fear, anxiety and low self-esteem.